Have no words

I am at a loss of words over the last week. I got better quickly but stress has increased. I haven't been on because I haven't figured out how to delicately put how I feel, the things I have gone through. I try to tell myself that it is simply a trial. Things keep getting worse as the week goes on and I am not sure which way to go. I currently feel like everything, everyone is just out to get me. I know that isn't the case, but it sure feels that way. I have lost my drive to do much of anything. I am looking at taking a vacation soon as I just need some time away.